Oh Dear...

Oh Dear.....

after a frantic end to my final year of uni the final major project was simply not to be......

i still haven't quite worked out for myself if it was simply that i'd set myself to much work, my idea had been to big for me, or who knows? so when 3pm came on hand in day and i was in such a complete mess i didn't know whether i was going forward or backward, all i know was i had majorly, disastrously, fallen apart. so i did all i could, handed in a half finished, pathetic excuse of a final major project and went home and cried. a lot.

now its a waiting game to see what happens next.

i could scrape by and pass my degree......its a possibility but my final major is 50% of my final mark so the degree isn't going to be fantastic.

or i could have failed......and i'll have to rest my final major project over summer, and not graduate until novemeber. wouldn't be the end of the world, at least i'd be handing in a project i was happy with this time. downside is i could only achieve a certain percentage and that would still lower my degree to something not fantastic.

either way, i've decided i'm redoing my final major project, if i pass I'm redoing the project alone for my own benefit, if i fail i'm redoing it for my degree.

i still feel my concept was brilliant, to brilliant to leave at a bad experience, and i feel it needs to be finished regardless of whether its for university or just for myself.

many, many, many posts to follow about this i think.

rachel